keleidoscope

this how life changes sometimes. i have observed some minor, however negative changes in my working environment, but how extremely things changed from less than one day to another is unbelievable! and how dissapointing can be those whom you think you know quite well.. what i have experienced in the last 3 weeks is an absurd and i would love to say a joke. but it's not a joke i'm affraid. i have spoken to my boss today about all those unpleasent feelings that had accumulated in me recently and it was hard i must admit. there were even tears. i didn't get anything, maybe i made things worse. i don't regret, i'm feeling better and i don't care about those who (chcialabym powiedziec - splywaja po mnie ci co)can only see from one perspective, are not fair and exaggerate.
any lessons learned from this event? just that very popular one, translating from polish - what does not kill you, makes you stronger.

about my life in brockley - it's nice. it's a nice change to live in a flat and not with other students, but with my Hungarian Half. (and internet!;P)
and it's been 4 months! i'm having a great time, big kiss Hon! in da public;)

industrial (london). i still love it.




and docklands/southwark area as well. wish i had a flat there..